Nehemiah 13:14 Remember me for this, my God, and do not
blot out what I have so faithfully done for the house of my God and its
services.
When I read this prayer of Nehemiah, something resonates in
my own heart about his desire. The
entire story of Nehemiah is of a man who was called by God to do something
seemingly entirely foreign to his experience and his personality. He was a cup-bearer to the king in his exile from his homeland yet his heart
ached over the situation in his home county, and he had spent time in prayer
about it. Then when God made it clear to
him that he should be in charge he did so.
In this final chapter of his story he again had to step up and be strong
in leadership, which he did. I see here
the essence of true, God-blessed, God-ordained leadership. He saw what was wrong and took steps to
correct things, which was good, but his prayer tells me it was not easy for
Nehemiah to do. He wanted to be sure
that he had done something God would bless by making it a lasting result,
whether it was done perfectly or not.
That is my own prayer as well.